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Grey (2/2) [May. 3rd, 2009|10:24 am]
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Title: Glimpses of Grey
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended on any company, author, or anything under this earth that you would like to sue me for.
Pairing: pre-slash Remus/Severus
Rating: PG
Warnings: none
Word Count: 342
A/N: This could easily follow my last drabble, Grey, but can also stand alone. Written as a combination of [info]hh_writersblock and [info]slashthedrabble's prompt of "sign".

Glimpses of Grey )
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Reflections of A Silver Moon: Ch 6 [Feb. 8th, 2009|09:13 am]
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Title: REFLECTIONS OF A SILVER MOON

Disclaimer:
Alas I do not own Harry Potter….I cry over it every night before I go to sleep. This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.


 

A star studded moonless night lofted in the heavens giving the earth beneath it an eerie glow. Sirius Black sighed contentedly, stars in his eyes, as he looked up at the twinkling lights over the astronomy tower. Thinking back to the last time he had been on the tower, he shivered and tugged his coat about him, remembering the threatening voice.

 

“You haven’t jumped yet.” Speak of the devil, or in this case, the bat.

 

Sirius smirked. “Disappointed?” he asked lowering his head to sneer at the one who broke his peace.

 

“Apathetic,” was all he got as a reply from his current bane of existence.

 

Severus walked over to stand next to Sirius and looked up at the stars his face taking on a pensive expression Sirius had never seen on his nemesis before. He spoke, “Nights we used to look up and stare at the sky. He loved the stars and hated the moon; though the funny thing was, he couldn’t draw his eyes away from the moon. Do you know how many stars can be reflected in his eyes on a clear silver night?” he asked his head turned slightly to glare at Sirius who scrunched his face up in thought.

Severus smirked, “It was rhetorical. Though….I know the answer, and until you do,” he turned fully to stare Sirius down, “Don’t even consider yourself worthy of his presence or your love anywhere near adequate.” With a flurry of dark-as-night robes, Snape billowed down to the dungeons.


Or some cave
, thought Sirius.

-§-

Fall waned, and winter blew by. Spring jumped out with a burst of robins and dandelions. Remus and Sirius’ relationship has grown, you observe. With a tentative nudge in the right direction, it has become in and of itself, an entity--sentient in its ability to mold its fortunate, for now, victims.

On odd days, if you stayed behind on a Hogsmeade day, you could see them walking together; hands intertwined just enjoying the peace of a quiet castle. With the sun smiling down on them, and a light breeze tickling their hair, you would think that there was nothing more beautiful than Remus’ bright laugh. Then you would look at Sirius’ equally bright smile, eyes sparkling and doubt yourself. But then all that would shatter, in awe of the perfection they presented as they gazed lovingly at each other, nature herself beaming in their abounding love.

Then on that same odd day, you would look down at your pale cold hand tightly grasping a crumpled worn note. Once again, as you have on other odd days, open your fist and smooth it down with your potion stained fingers and read:


None. No stars in his eyes, instead he looks at the moon, never looking away. On moonless nights he simply doesn’t look at the sky. Why’d you think I was up there alone?

You can practically hear the smirk in the last sentence. The missive is unsigned but you know the author. Worse yet, you know the truth in the message. You sigh filled with regret of a great love lost.

Once again golden eyes haunt you, filled with reflections of a silver moon.

 


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**A/N: Final chapter, for now.

 

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Reflection of A Silver Moon: Ch 4 [Feb. 8th, 2009|09:10 am]
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Title: REFLECTIONS OF A SILVER MOON

Disclaimer:
Alas I do not own Harry Potter….I cry over it every night before I go to sleep. This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.

Chapter 4 )



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Reflection of A Silver Moon: Ch 1 [Feb. 8th, 2009|09:06 am]
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Title: REFLECTIONS OF A SILVER MOON
Summary: Sirius explores why he betrayed Remus to Severus.
Genre: Romance, Slash
Disclaimer: Alas I do not own Harry Potter….I cry over it every night before I go to sleep. This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.

A/N--This is an exploration of why Sirius might have allowed Severus into Remus' secret, from my mind of course. It has unrequited RLSB and implied RLSS so, yes, this is slash.


What is it about golden eyes?

They pull you in draw you within and never let go. His golden eyes smile, frown, worry, they just plain emote. They are not really golden. More of warm amber but near the full moon turn golden. The process is mesmerizing to watch. I’m one of the few who will ever get notice.

Golden eyes fool and fray the heart. My excuse for that fateful night: I didn’t think….

Flashback

You were the one person Sirius—the one person who would never hurt me. The only one I trusted completely and fully. James and Peter, they don’t mean as much to me as you did…do.” Tears fall down his face freely as he looks at me brokenly.

If they did this, I would probably forgive them. On basis of stupidity and hostility based on ignorance. But not you—never you. You knew what I felt for him!!” his voice now blatantly thunderous. I was never more thankful the dorm was empty as I did in that moment.

Why?" I could see his legs shaking as his knees began to give way, "Sirius, t-tell me now…please…just—WHY?!” he fell down to the floor dejectedly as if all strength was sapped from him in the uttering of that sentence.

I had nothing else I could say. ”Moony, I—” I tried to placate him with empty words.

He wasn’t having it.

“—No!! Don’t call me Moony, just tell me WHY Sirius!! I don’t want anything else from you.”

End flashback

So I lied to him.

I never told the truth.

I blamed it on my lack of forethought. He was quick to comeback with the fact that I never think at all.

I have just cost myself the most important friendship I have or ever will have in my life. The real reason is…do you really want to know?

Do you?

Do you want to know what would drive a person to attempt murder, because that is what it was, murder; I almost took a life.

Most people claim they would die for the one they love, I would kill. Killing is so much harder to do than dying. You have to live with yourself after the killing. Plus, it doesn’t really help. But I would do it.

I attempted to.

He loved him. My golden eyed angel loved the greasy snivelling bat.

That was what ran through my mind.

When I saw the greasy bat and he asked where, had the utter nerve to ask where my Moony was, I knew in that moment; he had to go.

I wanted to prove that no matter the declarations of love, it was I who knew Remus, better than he did. Remus trusted me with his dark secret. He knew nothing of furry little problems and irritable werewolves. I dealt with that. I ran with him in the night. With the full moon lighting our path to adventure. I had that privilege. He did not.

He did not.

Now...

Neither do I.


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